I miss my homeland

counting the day to go home. Oh, I really miss my homeland. This is not a homesick since IDC where am I going as long as it is in Java Island. So IDC if i'm going to my home or going to somewhere else in Java Island. I miss that Island and everything that happened there. It is not like I hate Borneo island or something but I know that I don't belong here. I feel so empty here. Nothingness inside is something so terrible that a man can face and I face it everyday here.